[locked SO hard. She can't stop uber-hackers from getting in, but they will be very unwelcome]
I hate this. It wasn't anything like this with Jing. Or even when Gramps . . .
I don't know if I even want to start over again. If Dyme isn't Demyx, what's the point?!
. . . I still . . . I still have to go see him, though. I told Demyx I would. Maybe we'll be friends, but . . .
. . . but it won't be the same. I don't . . . I don't know if I could fall in love with him again.
I'm sick of losing the people I care about most.
I hate this. It wasn't anything like this with Jing. Or even when Gramps . . .
I don't know if I even want to start over again. If Dyme isn't Demyx, what's the point?!
. . . I still . . . I still have to go see him, though. I told Demyx I would. Maybe we'll be friends, but . . .
. . . but it won't be the same. I don't . . . I don't know if I could fall in love with him again.
I'm sick of losing the people I care about most.
